OKaY. An Unglam Photo of Nadia, Squirt (my bro's new terrapin) and Me! *Cough* Compare the skin tone! 4 days on MC (not including the weekends) has given me TAN-free skin! And Yes, i am naturally fair, complimentry from my mum and my aunt judy. But what am I saying?! Argh..Okay. My throat is chock full of phgalm(i forgot how to spell that). and i cant sing for tomorrow's Crusade! Major Bummer! But... Im gonna trust God to lead tomorrow's worship session! Yep yeps! :)
I've been trying to reorganise my stuff lately... Not that it's messy. its just disorganised. *a glance to my study table* OKAY, FINE. It's messy. Im also trying to reorganise all the songs i've recorded and written and put them into a special hard drive that i can access anytime, anywhere. I haven't been able to use them for worship Yet, but i know that its because God's given me the inspiration to write them, there must be a purpose right?
Okay. I officially dislike the Benzydamine Lozenges that the doctor gave to me. Its tongue numbing and Irritating to the MAX! and im gonna have to pop beck to schoool tomorrow! (: i guess i am kinda excited, cuz i get to see the 2MO-onians and Vilvian, and Tessa and my group peeps. And i get to see the crusaders! I feel quite child-like. "Yay! I get to see my friends! " . But its kinda fun being child-like. I've been listening to Oceans Will Part by Hillsong recently. Its really been ringing in my head. Especially with the lyrics that really speak to me. "If my heart has grown cold, there your love will unfold..." And it really speaks of how True God will be to you, but it really is up to you to embrace Him.
Just on Saturday, i was teaching my class about Abraham and the how God tested him. About how he had to sacrifice his only son Issac, but in the end, because of his obedience and his faithfulness, God provided the ram as an offering. Just the thought suddenly reminded me of hoe God Himself sacrificed His one and Only Son to die for the people of this world who deserved nothing. But yet His love for us never fails. It just causes my faith to grow stronger, because i just know the God is loving, faithful and gracious. And He is an all knowing God. And He won't allow us to go through something He knows we cannot bear. So through all trials and circumstances, our God stands true and firm. And our security and faith should always be in Him.
When people ask, why, or how i can believe in a God that can't even be seen. Or how i know He is even real, or why He has asked me to do certain things that dont seem reasonable to others, the only answer i can ever give is because, in my time of want and need, He is the one that was the most REAL to me. and my name is Naomi, a child of the most High God. And I know its true.
